had been stationed for a while in South Africa
and he was billeted with a family at an address
that had become imprinted on his memory,
and after only a few repetitions, on mine too:
77 St. Albans Road, Mayfair West, Jo’Burg.
He reminded me again the night before I left
for the airport, as he steadied the shimmer
in his glass-hand by gripping his wrist
with the other, and with a glint in his eye
and despite the forty years, he could still picture
the daughter of the house, and I practiced her name
as he repeated it in his quiet but clipped voice:
Suzanne Labuschagne, Suzanne Labuschagne…
and the side of his mouth rose ever so slightly,
accentuated by his neatly trimmed moustache.
I kept my promise to look her up once I’d settled in,
and found the house quite easily, and my knock
was answered by a girl who only rented the place
and didn’t recognise the name, or know the owner.
A year later I returned to the pub to let him down
gently, anticipating his repressed excitement,
but fixed to the wall by the bar where he
liked to stand, was a propeller and a small plaque
that read: ‘In Memory of Freddie Lane,’
and despite my sadness, I was pleased that both
those memories were now conjoined and
strengthened and recycled like that repeated address:
77 St. Albans Road, Mayfair West, Jo’Burg.
John H Davies
17th May 2011
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